So this one time when I was in Malawi...

Hello everyone!!! How's America? Well, Africa is nice.. thanks for asking :)

Haha but really.. I hope you are all doing well! Miss you! Let me catch you up a bit on my week...

The kids just finished their second trimester of school so they have a few weeks off until they go back to finish out their year. In this break time we now have the opportunity to tutor at Chitipi (one of COTN's children homes) in order to catch some kids up so they can pass the exams and move forward. Chitipi is just up the road and houses  around 30 sponsored children who have been pulled out of their village. It's awesome to see God's transformation in their lives in comparison to the village kids that we spend most of our time loving on throughout the week. So I am now part of the teaching team which goes on Monday and Wednesday mornings. Me and another intern work with 5 kids in standard 5 (5th grade) with the ages ranging from 10-14. They are pretty far behind according to standards in the States, but we are doing our best to help them with what we can. We have a small time of devotions in the beginning, then move into math, then have a play break, then work on English and reading. Monday was a struggle for me because we went not knowing what kids we were going to be working with or what we would be teaching them. The kids were really shy and unmotivated and it was difficult considering the differing skill levels. I've only done one-on-one tutoring in the past, so this was definitley going to be a challenge. One of the girls, Modesto, didn't smile the whole time and wouldn't even say goodbye to me. I felt really discouraged because I didn't know how to relate to her and I could see that she was being teased because she's really far behind and wasn't understanding. I felt like the whole day was a failure and had no idea how I was going to relate to these kids, since I had never struggled with school before (let alone the other issues they have faced growing up). I was getting nervous about going back on Wednesday so I prayed continuously for God to give me His strength, energy, patience, and creativity and to use me to reach these kids and be excited about learning. Wednesday came and compared to Monday it was night and day. I came up with a tons of simple math games we could do to get them motivated, they were all smiling and laughing and retaining the information that I was getting so frustrated with on Monday. The same girl from Monday gave me a big hug when we left and I can't wait to go back tomorrow :) God is good! Mom and Dad I don't know how you guys do it day in and day out... teaching is HARD!!! I love you both!!

On Thursday at the widows' ministry one of my friends Wezzie gave me her hat as a gift!! All the women made matching green crocheted hats that they wear as a uniform and she let me where hers on Tuesday. They are so silly, but I love it! At first I thought she was just letting me wear it again, but then she said, "No my friend... it's a gift.. for YOU!!! You can take a piece of me home and share with your friends and family." That room is always filled with so much love. So now I'm trying to learn how to make one from my friend Christina, but all we do is laugh because I can't understand her directions and so far I've only done 3 stitches on my own... it's so hard!

On Friday we had our weekly game day in Mgwayi (the village behind us) and a couple of the national interns started organizing a dance contest with the kids. We created a beat and then cheered for the best dancers. It was the funniest thing ever! Then all the kids pulled some of us "azungus" up there to show our moves and battle against the remaining kids. Of course I was one of them because I never turn down a good dance party! Haha. All the kids were cheering for us and then surrounded us with a big group hug at the end.

Last night (Saturday) was such a relaxing evening and made me feel like I was home. The power went out at dinner (which is pretty much an everyday occurence) so all of us girls hung out at the duplex (the staff house which is really cozy). We lit some candles and played the guitar and chatted while we waited for the power to come back on. When it did we popped some popcorn over the stove and baked cookies. We then got a projector and watched the Holiday on one of the walls while we cozied up on the big cozy couches. It was a great girls night and I haven't felt that cozy in a long time! It made me miss home even though I'm not ready to go back yet...

Thanks for reading about my weekly highlights! I am continuing to pray for you all back home :) Please continue to pray for me as I am beginning to see the end of my time here. I want God to continue to show me the people that He wants me to deepen relationships with, as well as the people who just need to know who He is. Please pray for patience and flexibility, since many things don't go the way I envision them to. Mostly, I just want to be fully present and open to His will for me here. I love you all! Talk to you again soon :)

Love,

Karin

It's already been halfway!

I wish I could keep you all updated more frequently since there is so much I want to share! Limited communication is so hard because I went to tell you everything!! But I'm going to try my best to describe my experience so it feels like you are here too :) Just keep in mind that once again internet connection is unpredictable.. haha

* side note: We made another blog for the whole entire team and we are trying to post on it more frequently so feel free to check it out at malawi2008interns.blogspot.com It has more information of our weekly schedule which  might be hard for me to include on mine.

With that said here are a couple highlights from my week:

The widows' ministry is going well and I have been feeling more connected the more time we spend with them. Tuesdays and Thursdays are dedicated days with these women. In the mornings we visit their homes where they teach us true Malawian chores like bucketing water from the well (yes I have carried a bucket on my head.... not as easy as it looks hahaha), washing dishes, washing laundry, building cooking fires, sweeping inside the house, and mudding floors (this is my favorite.. we mix mud and spread it on the floors to fill in some holes and have a clean finish.. when it dries it looks like a brand new floor!) In the afternoons we come back to help them with their projects to sell in the COTN store back at the compound. It's been hilarious trying to learn how to knit! And mom I wish I would've paid more attention to your sewing skills.. you would love it! They use antique foot peddle Singers and are super fast and talented. Tons of beautiful fabrics.. don't worry I'm bringing some stuff home to share :) This Tuesday was my favorite day with them.. We literally spent 2 and a half hours dancing! Even the older ones were getting down super low! hahahaha I was dying laughing! Malawians are all born with rhythm and amazing voices.. I don't know how that happens.. but it's not really something to learn (believe me I've tried hahahaha). I feel like we have reached the stage where the women are comfortable being with us and now I am praying that we can form a deeper realtionship by hearing their stories and sharing my own. Language barriers have definitley prolonged the process, but in that time God has taught me how to listen and to be present. I never realized how rewarding it is to just take part in what He is already doing and observe His simple joy and love :)

Another highlight was when we went to Mgwayi on Friday for our outreach program. Mondays are spent giving a message, Wednesdays are small group discussion, and Fridays are game day. I was in a weird funk for a couple days before just feeling useless and frustrated and missing the comforts of home. As we were walking into the village I was praying for God to give me energy because I had none whatsoever (I know hard to believe.. haha), all I wanted to do was start the weekend early and just relax. As we entered 2 of my favorite little girls (Christina and Angela) ran to me screaming my name, "Auntie Kaylin!!!!!" They were so excited to play with me and it was refreshing to see their smiles. It was a perfect picture as God's prescence was known with the sun shining perfectly through the clouds as I scooped these girls up! My energy was immediatley filled and even though I couldn't understand a word they were saying we spent the whole day singing and laughing and dancing! God has been showing me that sometimes words just complicate things and get in the way of experiencing what a laugh or smile truely means. His love is so simple.. all He wants is us.. nothing else... and it was displayed perfectly in Christina and Angela. I felt like I was looking in the eyes of Jesus where I was completely known without saying anything and felt no shame letting go and being exactly who He has made me to be. God is GOOD!! 

I miss you all!!!!!!

I'm glad this post could be longer... it's part of our lazy Sunday routine :)

Love you all!!!

Until next time.... Tionana!!!

A couple pictures so that you really know I'm here :)

Picture 1 (sorry I can't make it verticle...) Here I am with one of the widows Mrs. Harry and 2 of her children Febby (who I am holding) and her son (I am forgetting his name right now...). It took them a while to warm up to me but now Mrs. Harry greets me with a huge everytime and by the end of the day I can get Febby smiling and laughing. 

Picture 2: This is a tickle fest in Mgwayi (the village right behind us) and I am in the process of falling over. Christina (on the right) loves to wear my sunglasses and laughs so hard when I have her look through my prescription glasses. They don't really understand the difference so it's funny to see their reactions. 

So I'm not abbducted....

Sorry about the last post I made... my first experience in an African internet cafe! Haha! Just a heads up... all my internet connections are slow and unpredictable so I will do my best :) Right now I just have few minutes in the office at our compound.... I loaded the page before lunch and it was up and ready after we ate... haha gotta love the slow-paced culture! I will be able to do a full post later this week or during the weekend when we go into town again, but I just wanted to let you know I'm alive since my last post ended mid-thought mid-sentence...
I love you all!! Thanks for my few comments Mom, J, Auntie Bobbi!! The rest of you should hop on that train :)
Until next time....
Tionana!! ("See Ya" in Chichewa)

I'm a true Malawian!!!

WOOOOHOOOO!!! I'm here!! It has officially been 2 weeks and a couple days since I was last in the States. In some ways it seems like a lifetime since I have been home and in other ways it feels like the time is flying by. Malawian time is not like American time at all. I pretty much never know what time it is, and for the first time in my life I'm waking up at 6:30am without using an alarm.. I know it's hard to believe. But, maybe it's because it gets dark at 6 and I'm ready for bed by 8 hahaha. Anywho... thank you sooo much for all your prayers! The whole intern team is an awesome group of people and it is evident that God has hand-picked each one of us for this particular trip. The National staff is amazing... Malawians are so crazy and fun to be around.. I can't believe how much I have been missing (my loud uncontrollable laughter fits in perfectly here haha) The beginning was kind of rough since it was a huge culture shock... I usually don't consider myself to have blonde hair, but for some reason it really sticks out here!! haha there is no such thing as blending into the crowd that's for sure.. but the people here are amazing!! I have never felt so far from home but so at home all at the same time. I have never gone to a place before where I am always welcomed with smiles, hugs, singing, dancing, and uncontrollable waving! Every time I think "I'm really not that cool...." but then God reminds me that it is His Spirit that draws people close and gets them excited which is pretty sweet when you think about it!
So let me share a few stories with you to give you a little picture of what I am experiencing here:)
The first time we went into the village I was taken back by the amount of poverty surrounding me. Tons of children with not that many adults to account for them, only a few sets of shoes on people's feet, homemade brick houses with hay roofs, families of 10 sleeping on one bamboo mat with no blankets. I didn't know what to do with what I was seeing, but then I felt a child's hand slip into my hand. I was surprised at first and I looked down to the biggest smile I had ever seen.. so full of joy and peace. It didn't make sense to me. This kid had nothing. But then God said to me in a small voice (which is hard to hear when I am constanly surrounded by noise) that only He can make us complete. He is truely all we need. I have known that and heard it over and over but this was the first time where I experienced it in it's truest form. As we continued our walk through the village we started as a group of 20 white people and ended with over 100 kids with us... I never thought that 2 hands wouldn't be enough!